i wonder...

It is almost two in the morning and I just got home from work but cannot go to sleep.

I know someone who is very into her astrology and tarot reading and wine. I don’t usually believe in any of that but think it is rather foolish. Yet, when she read my stars last year she almost made me scared.

Today, during a busy night, she made me lift just one card. I showed that at the moment I have a variety of options thrown at me and I will have to make a choice – interesting. The next one told me to rely on my masculine energy to make a decision. The third showed that this was a beginning. Even if I believe that I am in the middle of something I am not. Even if I believe that something is coming to an end, it is not. This is just a beginning.

I can’t stop thinking. I can’t go to sleep. I wonder…

I think I will go and see her tomorrow morning on my way to work. I think I need to see the rest…